Please, just listen.
All my dreams are about you. All my thoughts are about you. I wake up every morning just because of you. I smile for you. I'm waiting for you. I look at the sky just because of you. I'm counting dozens of seconds for you. I live because of you. Everything what i have and what i do is about you, for you or because of you... Why all my life is full of you?.. I know but what about you? i feel.. i'm so lonely.. i just can't stand to look around and don't see anyone.. someone next to me.. For such a long time.. Everyday.. All the time... i'm afraid, that soon i'll start hugging and saying 'i love you' to unknown people.. Then day by day everyone will be afraid of me and they will hide.. Then i'll hug trees and street lights... just because they can't run away... Argh.. Loneliness makes me sick.. No, i'm not depressed. No, i'm not pessimistic. i'm just lonely.. When it's raining... it's hard to say something.. but your mind becomes free.. You can look through the window and think about your problems, about your life.. When it's raining, you aren't in hurry.. You can calm down.. Today is raining.. i'm just sitting and looking at small raindrops on my window.. And i'm just thinking, what life is going to do with me.. -.-' |
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